tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14808863050196213012024-02-06T22:39:58.718-05:00So this is love..."If what we call love doesn't take us beyond ourselves, it is not really love. If we have the idea that love is characterized as cautious, wise, sensible, shrewd, and never taken to extremes, we have missed the true meaning. " - Oswald ChambersBethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.comBlogger172125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-81264298350718840662012-09-22T00:16:00.000-04:002012-09-22T00:17:59.751-04:00And then our baby turned 1<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
Tonight, actually several times this week, I've been remembering what was going on this week last year. A year ago tonight I was on bed rest at the hospital and not happy about it! I was really missing my family, I was really missing my bed (I had slept on a labor bed the night before -- worst bed ever!). I wanted to go home that night but couldn't because my blood pressure was too high. I even tried to make a deal with my doctor and told him if he let me sleep in my own bed that night I'd come back in the morning for the c section, he didn't go for it. Thankfully (after a mini pregnant lady meltdown) the nurse let me take a nice hot shower and moved me into my own room with a much more comfortable bed. It felt like heaven. I remember wondering if that was going to be my last good night's sleep for awhile when I went to bed that night. Little did I know that was definitely going to be the case! The next morning I woke up with a song in my head. Not one I'd heard or thought about - it was just in my head. Does that ever happen to you? It happens so often with me that I've come to think its the Lord telling me something. On September 22, 2011 I woke up with the song "Today is the Day" in my head. I just kept singing, "I'm not worried about tomorrow, I'm trusting in what You say. Today is the day" - How awesome the Lord was already putting that in my heart knowing what laid ahead of me that day. Not only was it one of the most precious days of my life - the day I met my third baby - but also one of the hardest because it brought about some fear, doubt, and anxiety wondering what was ahead of us. <i>I love the Lord for knowing us so well He gives us peace before we ask for it. </i></div>
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Sometimes its hard for me to think back to Anniston's birthday. That first night was the longest night of my life. I remember my nurse taking my blood pressure and telling me until went down a bit I couldn't go see Annie. That killed me. I was physically trying to lower my blood pressure by taking slow, cleansing breaths and praying. They kept telling me she was so upset that she couldn't slow her breathing and I just kept thinking, "she needs me! She needs to hear my voice and smell me and know she's safe with her mommy." Do you know how heartbreaking it was to feel completely helpless? Stupid c sections. For a week or so after Annie came home I worried she wouldn't bond well with me because of the initial separation. I'm so thankful thats not at all the case. She's known from the beginning who her mommy is. We are quite attached! :) And I've loved every second of being her mommy since the moment I laid eyes on her. And as hard as it was and is to remember, I wouldn't change it. Because thats Anniston's story. And God's using it and will continue to use it for His glory. I believe that whole-heartedly. </div>
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As of 5:30 tomorrow night, you are ONE YEAR OLD! I know everyone says this but it really is hard for me to believe you're already a year old. I know that 365 days pass at the same rate each year but it seems like this past year FLEW. You've had quite an exciting year. </div>
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You are an exceptional snuggler. </div>
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You've always had a very special bond with Daddy. The first night he was the only one you got to hear and be near because mommy had to get her legs back and all this silly post-op stuff down before I could come see you. It was killing me to be so far from you (just down the hall) but it made me feel much better knowing you at least had your daddy with you. </div>
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Mommy & Daddy took LOTS of pictures of you during our visits to the NICU that first week. We wanted to have as many photos of all your funny/sweet/silly faces available because we missed you so much. </div>
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Your first Christmas, 3 months old</div>
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You fit right in with your silly brother & sister and love playing with them. </div>
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Your first bite of cereal. You look happy here but you were not and still aren't a fan! </div>
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6 months old and snuggling with your favorite guy. </div>
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Your first pedicure. You loved it! (You get that from me.)</div>
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One of the most common comments we hear from people about is you that you're such a happy baby. You really are. You've always been a very content baby. The only times you cry are when you're hungry, tired or need a clean diaper.</div>
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9 months old and starting to get mobile! </div>
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Your first 4th of July! You loved the fireworks!</div>
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11 months old, cheesing with the best of them! </div>
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My sweet Annie. You have been a life-changer from the start. Obviously the first week of your life brought about a new level of trust in the Lord, appreciation for medical technology and doctors, and definitely love. I've often told people that I feel like with you, being our third, I really know how much it means to just enjoy each phase. Some of them can be exhausting while you're living through them but I always knew it would be fleeting. And while I really missed my sleep, I knew it would come. And it did. Around 7 months. And when I was so tired of cleaning up spit up (um, about 3 weeks ago) it finally ended. PRAISE THE LORD! ;) </div>
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Your personality is really starting to show and you really are such a sweet heart. You have a strong will, but its a gentle strength. Do you know that is something your mommy has been praying for herself? You already possess a quality I wish I had. I love that! I promise you I'll continue to encourage that in you. You are one of the smiliest babies I've ever met, you love to giggle and usually Cash can get you going really well. You love to be around other kids, lots of people. You love music, you love your baby doll and soft blankie and you love to eat! </div>
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I'm so thankful for you, Annie Kate. You are one of the most precious blessings in my life. Every day I look forward to seeing your smile and watching you learn and grow. We love you, Annie girl!</div>
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Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-55858991615976585702012-09-20T16:51:00.003-04:002012-09-20T16:51:41.785-04:00535,600 minutesAs I was getting in the check out line at Aldi this afternoon I looked at Annie and thought to myself, "I can't believe its been a year." I took this photo a year ago today, the same day I went in to the hospital to have my contractions monitored, which began the longest 10 days of my life...<br />
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<br />Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-22029482127860818112012-09-15T21:04:00.002-04:002012-09-15T21:12:11.791-04:00These are a few of my fav-o-rite things! Today I had my windows open allowing the cool breeze to blow through the house, stirring up the delicious scent of Maple Pumpkin (thanks, Glade!) putting me in the mood to make some good ol' comfort food! In honor of this sudden burst of autumnal crisp-ness I have been encouraged to post a few of my favorite soup recipes. Without further ado...<br />
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<b>White Chili</b> (We had this for dinner and I can't take credit for the recipe.)<br />
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3 chicken breasts, cubed (or if you want an easier route, use a lb of ground chicken like me!)<br />
2 tsp. garlic powder<br />
1 med. onion, diced<br />
1-15 oz. chicken broth<br />
1 tsp. ground cumin<br />
1/2 tsp. pepper<br />
2 cans Northern beans<br />
1-7 oz. can diced green chiles<br />
1 can cream style corn<br />
1 tsp. salt<br />
1/4 tsp. cayenne pepper<br />
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Saute (or brown) chicken in oil with onion, salt, pepper, and garlic powder until fully cooked. Add all other ingredients and let simmer 30 minutes.<br />
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1/2 cup heavy cream<br />
1 cup sour cream<br />
corn starch to thicken<br />
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We like to serve this with corn chips and shredded cheese.<br />
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<b>Crock Pot Potato Soup</b><br />
1 bag frozen Ore Ida Potatoes O'Brien<br />
1-8 oz. cream cheese, softened<br />
1-15 oz. chicken broth<br />
1 bag real bacon pieces<br />
1 can Cream of Mushroom soup<br />
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Mix together softened cream cheese and Cream of Mushroom Soup. Add to slow cooker. Add frozen potatoes, chicken broth, and bacon pieces. Cook on low 6-8 hrs. Easy Peasy!<br />
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<b>Chicken Tortilla Soup</b> (this is a new one and I can't lie - I got it from Pinterest!)<br />
2 boneless skinless chicken breasts<br />
2 cans diced tomatoes & chiles<br />
1 can black beans, rinsed & drained<br />
1 can kidney beans, rinsed & drained<br />
1 can corn<br />
1 onion, chopped<br />
1-32 oz. chicken broth (I like the Fit & Active low sodium one at Aldi best)<br />
1-2 cups water<br />
1 Tbsp. garlic powder<br />
1 Tbsp. chili powder<br />
1 Tbsp. ground cumin<br />
1 Tbsp. dried cilantro (best invention EVER!)<br />
tortilla chips<br />
sour cream<br />
shredded mexican blend cheese<br />
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Put chopped onion, beans, tomatoes, corn, chicken broth, water and spices into the slow cooker and stir to mix. Put chicken breasts on top, making sure they're at least partially submerged. Cook on high 7-8 hours or low 8-9 hours. Before serving remove chicken breasts and shred, if needed. Return chicken to crock pot, stir to combine.<br />
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Happy Cooking and Happy Autumn!<br />
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This time next week my baby will be ONE YEAR OLD. You know what that means... a sobfest recount of the first minutes/hours/days/YEAR of sweet Anniston Kate's life. Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!<br />
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Mom: Ok, lets pray. Do you want to pray tonight?<br />
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Cash: Dear God, fank you for dis bootaful day, peas tell mom & dad to take me to see the avengers in the featers (theater), peas help protect us, and peas help Mrs. Roe come back to my school tomorrow. And dear Jesus, Amen<br />
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Mom: That was a very sweet prayer, Cash.<br />
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Cash: Yea, that was a good one. I'm gonna pray that one again tomorrow!<br />
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I love his honest heart. Don't we all feel like that sometimes?<br />
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In the words of our 10-days-shy-of-being-one year old, Annie, Ni-night!!Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-31731628820455962362012-09-08T15:21:00.002-04:002012-09-08T15:21:46.019-04:006 years ago...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
On this day six years ago, I went on a date with a guy named Drew. We'd been dating for six months (minus the 4 weeks "we were on a break") and I had a feeling he was going to propose soon. From the beginning I'd kind of known Drew was The One. I didn't know how to explain it, I just <i>knew</i>. So cliche, I know. But true! </div>
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Anyways, given a mysterious phone call made to my dad a few days earlier that week I had a feeling it was coming soon. And with my older sister, Ashley, coming into town that Friday with her 3 week old baby girl I thought <i>for sure</i> it was happening that night. I even went shopping and got a new shirt and matching accessories for the occasion. Drew had called saying he made reservations at this adorable house-turned-italian restaurant in Old Towne Greenwood. Our typical Friday nights were more laid back than that. My suspicions were high. </div>
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Drew picked me up that night and we ate dinner outside La Trattoria on their patio complete with white lights strung around the top. Drew seemed totally chill and not nervous at all so I was completely thrown off by that. Assuming it wasn't happening at dinner I ate my ravioli and enjoyed the late summer's night breeze. After dinner Drew asked what I wanted to do. I was thinking, "Don't you <i>know</i> what we're going to do? You're going to propose! Shouldn't you have <i>some</i> kind of plan???" Obviously I didn't say that, I said something like, "Oh I don't care. What do <i>you</i> want to do?" He suggested going to Mrs. Curl's to get some ice cream. Now, for those of you who have been to Mrs. Curl you know its no place for a marriage proposal. Its good ice cream and lots of fun for kids but...not exactly what I had in mind. Perplexed, I went along with it trying to remind myself it didn't <i>have</i> to happen that night. As long as he proposed eventually. As we got out of the car he reminded me to bring the camera. "Aha!! Its totally happening tonight!" I thought to myself. After he got some ice cream, we walked down to a gazebo at a nearby park. I started getting really nervous. This was starting to look more like a proposal locale. We sat on a bench inside the gazebo while Drew ate his ice cream. He kept suggesting we take pictures. I was trying not to get impatient but I was thinking, "what the heck? enough with the pictures! If he doesn't propose tonight, this is really mean!" Moment after moment seemed like a great time to propose but each one passed without any ring or question. Sigh. I finally started walking around the gazebo reading the inscriptions on the benches. The benches were dedicated to random people in the community and after a few of them we were reading them aloud in the most obnoxious voices (we're weird). I was reading one, in an english accent I believe, when I turned around to find Drew down on one knee! My heart soared! Its HAPPENING!!! </div>
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He told me that I had made him the happiest man, that he loved me and never thought he could love someone as much as he loves me. He said he wanted to serve the Lord with me, raise babies with me... and then a giant Mac truck drove over the railroad tracks right next to us and I completely missed the end of his awesome speech! So I did what any girl would do. I said, "Can you repeat that?" :) He did. He finished it with, "Bethany Corrinne Dunaway... will you marry me?" My heart squeals just thinking about it. Of course I said yes with the cheesiest grin on my face. Here is a picture of us right after we got home and told my parents. The cheesy grin was plastered on my face for awhile: </div>
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Here we are a week later at a friend's wedding</div>
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At the engagement party his parents had for us in California that November. Cheesy grin still intact.</div>
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A few weeks before the wedding</div>
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When I said yes to Drew that night, I couldn't have known what I was agreeing to. I knew I was saying yes to marrying a man who had stolen my heart (even though I had tried to deny he had done so - stupid girl), a man that loved the Lord and me, a man that could make me laugh like no other, a man who had protected my heart and respected my feelings, a man I was crazy in love with. But what I couldn't have known was the depth of love I would feel for him each and every day from that day forward. We have been through some incredible high points, and some earth-shakingly low points. He makes me heart beat faster - sometimes with passion and sometimes with fury, he still makes me laugh harder than anyone else, he knows me better than anyone else, he's given me three beautiful babies. He provides for our family. He prays for me. He makes me a better person. I can't imagine a day without this man. And I can't imagine a more perfect love story than ours.<br />
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Andrew Morgan Hollingsworth, I'm so glad I said yes. </div>
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Remember this little man? </div>
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Well he started preschool a few weeks ago! </div>
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He's in the 4 year old class 3 days a week at a local christian school and absolutely loves it! Our little shy guy has totally blossomed into this charming, well behaved, student. I love that he enjoys going to school so much (he seriously had a meltdown last Friday when he realized it wasn't a school day. Loves it.) But my heart does ache a bit knowing how quickly the last four years have passed. The next four will surely pass just as fast, if not faster. Not cool! </div>
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And sweet little 3 day old Corrinne? </div>
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She's a sassy, spunky, ears-pierced, lip gloss loving, 13 year old in a 3 year old body! ;) </div>
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My heart aches for newborn Corrinne tonight as she's laying in her crib for the last time. I remember her first night in her crib. And even though we've waited REALLY long to make the transition into a big girl bed, it seems like its here way too soon. </div>
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Ohhh, sweet little Anniston! </div>
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I knew from experience how quickly the days would pass, but it doesn't seem right that in a matter of weeks you'll turn ONE! This has, no doubt, been the shortest year of my life! I fear that my memories of you as a baby will be blurry because of everything else going on. I pray that God will somehow grant me supernatural powers to memorize every facial expression, every funny little thing you do, every sweet snuggle and kiss I get from your slobbery lips. You are such a sweet baby. </div>
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I recently had a fellow mom tell me that the days are long but the years are short. Thats the best description of motherhood I've ever heard. I know too often I find myself feeling frustrated with the busyness of my days, the constant cycles of dishes, laundry, diaper changes, time outs, and bottles. But I'm not that anxious to trade that in just yet. I'm praying now more than ever that God would allow me to focus on my kids. To spend more time reading to them, playing make believe with them, and just laughing with them, being present with them. Who cares about dishes, right? Clean clothes are overrated. Right? </div>
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Oh, my sweet Corrinne. How did you go from this...</div>
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You still love to sing and dance, and most recently you've added an imaginary microphone (most often used in when singing in the car) and you love to play air guitar. Your favorite songs are "Lord, I'm Amazed", "Oh, Happy Day", and "Young" by Fun. You're a big Coldplay fan and frequently ask to listen to Kari Jobe - your current fave is "Scars" and you LOVE "God's Not Dead" by the Newsboys. You love all things pink, ballet, and baby dolls. You usually have about 5 layers of lip gloss on and at least one tube in your hand, just in case you need a touch-up! Your nails are usually always painted and you are loving temporary tattoos! At your 3 year check-up both the nurse and Dr. Blanchard thought you had a bruise on your forearm and were so relieved to find out it was just your Strawberry Shortcake tatt. ;) </div>
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Corrinne, as I always say - Your Daddy and I feel so blessed to have been given the gift of being your parents. You are always teaching us so much about parenthood. You are quite the strong-willed little lady...and thats ok! Frustrating at times, but ok because you also have the biggest heart and can be such a sweetheart. Never forget that God had written all of your days before a single one came to pass and He loves you more than your daddy and I ever could. Continue to pray to Him, continue to seek His will and learn His word. </div>
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<br />Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-68233092146198852722012-08-02T10:13:00.001-04:002012-08-02T10:13:03.294-04:00And that's all I'll say about thatThere are two sides to every story, every argument, every debate. I happen to stand on the less popular side, so it seems these days. And thats ok. Because I know not every person is going to agree with me. In fact, not very many do. The great thing about our make up as humans is that we were given a brain and the ability to choose for ourselves how to think, how to feel. We're not robots. So you can have your opinion and I can have mine. Add to that the fact that we live in a country that has given us the freedom to express those opinions... BONUS! We're all happy, right? Sure doesn't seem that way.<br />
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I stand for what the Bible says. I stand for what it says regarding lots of controversial issues including premarital sex, adultery, gossip, murder, abortion, and most recently debated but definitely not the least - homosexuality. But please understand me when I say this - <b>just because I stand for something does not mean I hate, discriminate against, or will not associate myself with anyone participating in that lifestyle. I can't sit in a place of judgement so please do not assume thats what I'm doing when in fact, I'm just standing for what I believe in - just like you are - except perhaps on the other side of the discussion. </b><br />
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We are called to love one another. It is possible to love someone without condoning their actions. I do it daily with my own children. So please, please, please do not mistake my stance on this issue as hateful or discriminatory. As everyone has said, we're all entitled to our own opinions. You can have yours. I can have mine.Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-22391308566006747022012-05-12T00:54:00.004-04:002012-05-12T00:54:44.274-04:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
Today this little man turned four! As you can see he's very excited about it. </div>
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Actually he <i>was</i> really excited about turning four. All week he's talked about it as if turning four is a privilege, "Mommy, I get to be FOUR!" I have to admit that so far, this is my favorite age. ;) Awhile back I saw an idea on pinterest that I thought would be so neat to have over the years, its a birthday interview: 20 questions you ask your child on his/her birthday to document their likes/dislikes for that age. So tonight at dinner I interviewed Cash and here are his answers... </div>
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1. What is your favorite color? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">black</span> </div>
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2. What is your favorite toy? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">motorcycle & Batman</span></div>
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4. What is your favorite TV show? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">Batman show</span> <i>(Truth be told, he doesn't watch a lot of TV (movies are a different story) and recently my younger brother discovered super old episodes of Batman & Robin on Netflix, so I think thats what he's talking about.) </i></div>
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5. What is your favorite think to eat for lunch? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">peanut butter crackers or hot dogs</span></div>
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6. What is your favorite thing to wear? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">My Superman t-shirt</span></div>
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7. What is your favorite game to play? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">Hide & Seek</span></div>
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12. Who is your best friend? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">Caedon Kiesel</span></div>
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Today you turned four and already you're telling me next year you'll be FIVE! I can't believe how quickly the time is passing and more than ever I'm praying that you'll always know our love for you and more importantly, God's love for you. You can do anything you want in this world! I believe God has huge plans for your life, if you only trust Him, He'll lead you to them. </div>
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I love you for your sweet nature that is quick to help Annie when she needs something, your determination when it comes to figuring out a new toy or learning something new, your silliness when you're playing, and the way you protect me when you think Daddy's trying to get me. You are my favorite boy in this entire world and I couldn't love you more! You make my life so much sweeter and full of joy! </div>
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<br />Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-50612621362246147272012-02-18T23:29:00.000-05:002012-02-18T23:29:18.375-05:00Pump, Pump, Pump it UP!Ah, breast feeding.<br />
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Such a controversial topic and yet, if you are a young woman in your twenties and should find yourself in a group of either pregnant women, new moms, or even experienced moms its a topic that is almost inevitable to arise.<br />
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Lets just clear the air on something right off the bat. I did nurse each of my 3 babies, but not necessarily because I think its "better" than formula. I always wanted to nurse when they were newborns for the antibodies helping their tiny immune systems and selfishly for the bonding aspect. Plus they're just so sweet! But to be honest, once my babies hit 4-5 months I'm kind of "over it". Not to say I don't enjoy holding Anniston and spending time with her. I just don't enjoy having to get half-naked to do it. Every 3-4 hrs. Regardless of where I am. BUT... vastly different from formula, breast milk is free. Gloriously free! And tailored to your child's digestive system, full of every nutrient a baby needs, yada yada yada!<br />
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So to sum it up, I don't looooove breast feeding and I don't hate it. But if there is one <i>aspect</i> of it that I hate it would be.... pumping. As I'm typing this, I'm avoiding pumping. I hate pumping.<br />
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First there's the inconvenience of having to sit next to an outlet which is always near the most uncomfortable chair or off in a secluded room so you have to go sit alone. Then you have to hook everything up - horns on bottles, tubes in horns - and if you're using a double pump there's the added un-coordination of attaching both sides to yourself at the same time and figuring out how to keep them attached while you turn the pump on. And then you wait. And listen to the pump "talk". Yes talk. The repetitive suction starts to turn you into a crazy person hearing phrases over and over... "re-lease. re-lease. re-lease." Its true. Ask any pumping mom. Then there's the physical let-down and then the emotional let down when you realize you've only pumped 3 oz when you know your baby's drinking at least 5 when she takes bottles. And the panic sets in... "What if I'm not making enough? What if she's not gaining weight? I should start taking fenugreek. Maybe we need to be supplementing." and on and on.<br />
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Why would a person put themselves through such distress? Why, I ask you? WHY?<br />
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Because we moms are crazy. In almost every sense of the word. We go through crazy bodily and hormonal changes during pregnancy, intense pain in childbirth; worry, doubt, absolute adoration and elation are emotions that we feel on a daily basis - sometimes all within in the same instance. All because we love our children. More than we will ever be able to communicate and more than any woman could understand until she first lays eyes on her baby.<br />
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It was a little over a year ago when I started Beth Moore's study on Esther - and if you haven't done this study yet, PLEASE DO! It remains my all-time favorite of hers. Anyways, I remember watching Beth speak in one of her videos and feeling envious of how close she seems to God. Not that God is closer to some than he is others - the bible says he doesn't play favorites - but I believe Beth has asked God to be her everything, to walk so closely with her that without prayer, without the Word, her life would turn upside down. And I wanted that kind of relationship with God. I remember asking God to draw me so near to him that I could see him at work in my life, for real.<br />
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Let me tell you. He answered. Time and time again I've seen his hand at work. But it hasn't always been the way I thought he'd answer.<br />
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Its no secret that I'm a stay-at-home-mom. I love that I get to be home with our kids every day. But there are days I really wish I was the one getting up, going out into the world of adults with grown-up conversations and lunch dates and coming home to dinner and laundry done. (In Drew's defense, this totally happens on the semi-rare occasion I'm gone while he's home with the kids.) And I definitely wish I was getting a pay check when it comes time to review the good ol' budget. Finances have not been as great this year yet we continue to trust God with them by being faithful in our tithes and offerings. And time and time again God has met our every need. Not that checks have magically appeared in the mail (although that <i>has</i> happened before) He answered that prayer in other ways. When we were preparing for Anniston's arrival there was a "Mommy/Annie Wish List" posted on our fridge of items I just wanted to have before she was born. Things like some nursing tanks, a new breast pump, a moby wrap, new burp cloths, long-sleeve onesies, etc. God provided all of those things through random donations of many different people. A friend at church loaned me her pump, another friend loaned me some nursing tanks without even knowing I needed them, my sister-in-law was given a wrap she didn't plan on using and graciously gave it to me. My friends threw a surprise shower for me and had managed to sneak a peek at that list and got most of the items on it in addition to a huge diaper cake, some wipes and other necessities for our baby girl. Because of those donations we were able to still meet our needs financially - because we weren't spending money on those items - and I still got to have some wants too. "He will supply <i>all</i> your needs according to His glorious riches..."<br />
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As you all know Anniston's birth did not come as routinely as we expected. And while I was in the hospital being monitored for my blood pressure I kept praying that God would keep her healthy and that she would do well in the delivery. He did answer my prayer, but it wasn't an "As you wish my child". She didn't do so hot, to be honest. All the nurses kept referring to her as "really sick" - which I hated - but at the time she was the baby who needed the most help in the special care nursery. But that doesn't mean God wasn't faithful. HELLO?! He made sure the hospital I delivered in, the hospital on the south side that had NO previous nicu capabilities at all, got a ventilator a mere 6 days before our baby was born because He knew she would need it. He arranged for Christ-following doctors to be the ones on call to take care of her during those first critical hours of her life, who made the decision to give her the surfactant and played a huge role in turning her breathing around. He was with her. He was with me. I knew people were praying for her and I knew they were praying for me because quite frankly, I wasn't freaking out. "Everyday Bethany" would have been freaking out in that situation. True story. I'm a worrier, I get it honestly and while I pray against it daily... it happens. But I physically felt those prayers while Annie was in the hospital and I was sending out specific prayer requests and one by one those were answered. God's glory was all over that Special Care Nursery. He is faithful.<br />
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Right after Annie came home I struggled a lot with some baby blues. I was hormonal, thats a given, but I was also dealing with grief over not having the birth experience I was prepared for and struggling to adjust to life with 3 kids. I was praying against post-partum depression and had a few of my closest friends praying with me. And each day got better but in the midst of this was my first MOPS meeting since Annie had been born. I had every excuse already to go as to why I wasn't going. First of all, it starts at 9am. To most of you, thats not a problem but since my kids don't wake up till 9 and I was just up at 6 with Anniston I was determined just to go back to sleep. But something told me to get my silly butt up and go. The speaker that day spoke right to my heart. Right now I can't even tell you what it was she said specifically but I just felt God speaking to me. And to think I almost missed out on it because I wanted to sleep! He's done that several times over the last few months.<br />
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I could go on and on but the bottom line is this. God is near. He's so near that He knows your every thought, He sees your fear, your worry, your tears. He is faithful. And when I say that I don't mean "He is faithful to make everything turn out the way you want it." What I mean is that He is faithful to show you His glory in the midst of those trials and will bring you safely to the other side. There may be heartache - but He will heal that broken heart and make you whole. There may be suffering - but He will be your strength.<br />
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I'm so thankful that as I look back on the last year I see God's hand all over our lives. In the big things, in the teeny tiny little mundane details of my everyday life. He is there. And He is faithful.Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-53520007982326478762011-11-17T00:05:00.000-05:002011-11-17T00:05:36.123-05:00Anniston's birth story, Part 1<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Last summer after hearing about some scary discoveries in a friend's delivery, another friend emailed me to let me know she would be praying for our baby and me through the duration of my pregnancy and that she hoped those stories hadn't frightened me. She assured me that God had already written our baby's birth story and it would be unique to her. Was she ever right... </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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Annie started out really well! Her apgars were 8 and 9 and she was <i>screaming</i>! Girl's got some lungs! But after a few minutes the respiratory therapists noticed she was grunting a lot and breathing really fast. Way too fast, actually. They suspected she had some fluid in her lungs - not uncommon for a c-section baby and especially one born "pre-term". They told Drew they would be taking her into the nursery to do some x-rays to get a better look at her lungs, which is apparently protocol for preemies.<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Being naive (or hopeful) I didn't expect Annie to be gone long. I thought they'd take her in, do the xrays, get her breathing slowed down and bring her back to us in our room. Well. Thats not exactly how it happened. Anniston needed a lot of help. She was breathing incredibly fast and couldn't calm down enough to slow it down. About an hour after my surgery the pediatrician came in to tell us she would be put on a CPap machine to help her breathe so she could stop breathing so quickly. And the good news - everything else looked great! She just needed help breathing essentially. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">A few hours later, Dr. K came back in and told us the CPap wasn't really working so well and she really felt like Anniston needed a break so she wanted to put her on the ventilator - the ventilator that wasn't even available at this hospital until just 6 days prior to Annie's birth. <i>Thank you, God, for providing before we even knew we needed it. </i>If she needed to stay on the vent longer than 24 hrs, she would have to be transferred to another hospital nearby that has a higher level NICU. She also wanted to give Annie a dose of Surfactant - a synthetic form of the enzyme already in our lungs to keep the tiny air sacs open. She really felt like this would allow her to slow her breathing down so she didn't tire out and just stop trying to breathe altogether. This was when I realized she wouldn't be wheeled into our room anytime soon... </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I immediately sent an email out to our church's prayer list asking for specific prayer that she would slow her breathing and not need to ventilator longer than 24 hrs. I couldn't bear the thought of sending my baby to a hospital and being separated from her. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I finally got to see Anniston at 5:30 the next morning. She was just as gorgeous as I had suspected! The tubes and ventilator didn't seem to phase me at the time. I was just in love. Looking back at those pictures now is rough. But we're so thankful we're beyond that. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">At noon, the director of the special care nursery came in to tell us Annie was a rock star and came off the ventilator. Her breathing had slowed down dramatically thanks to the surfactant and she was just on a nasal canula and she didn't expect her to be on that very long -- not even until the end of her shift that afternoon! Thank you, church family, for praying. It works! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"> This picture is from 5:30 that evening, right before I held her for the first time. Her vent had come out - she just had a nasal canula running a constant flow of room air. Girlfriend was breathing on her own less than 24 hours later! Thank you, Lord, for providing doctors that were quick to act according to what was in the best interest of our baby. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimnJq6TpVz5XMg5XyJtc9IcXPWLMTH4S4-zGhnPlP4nbXLQznS0Bh5a_RMUVrYk2-vUx1339QfmvbaZ3uaabk1ga5gWHriHww5y9jYMeJzzJ8EIchKWDHM1kZKCuk52OzBsEU3qexeiWk/s1600/IMG_3316.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimnJq6TpVz5XMg5XyJtc9IcXPWLMTH4S4-zGhnPlP4nbXLQznS0Bh5a_RMUVrYk2-vUx1339QfmvbaZ3uaabk1ga5gWHriHww5y9jYMeJzzJ8EIchKWDHM1kZKCuk52OzBsEU3qexeiWk/s320/IMG_3316.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Even 24 hrs later, there is nothing like holding your baby for the first time. Instant love! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizk3vBOmaRDb2ZP62KFh22lHvysDLOzsuZ0-7RpM1Ja2Um9xOoUg209N4Yhm9Fpft_qUUPh977VXxZhk1UoV1M7_KwbqHvkbn4A0no6KHbAmsdQ3dAEr1vvTwpia4l5I7Z5KJdEArT_XE/s1600/IMG_3324.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizk3vBOmaRDb2ZP62KFh22lHvysDLOzsuZ0-7RpM1Ja2Um9xOoUg209N4Yhm9Fpft_qUUPh977VXxZhk1UoV1M7_KwbqHvkbn4A0no6KHbAmsdQ3dAEr1vvTwpia4l5I7Z5KJdEArT_XE/s320/IMG_3324.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">See that bald spot on the side of her head? Yep, she rubbed that off in my belly! She was constantly hitting my hip bone on the right side and when I asked the nurses about her bald spot they said she must have been born with it and explained that sometimes babies rub hair off in the womb! Crazy!!!</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Unfortunately Annie didn't get to come home with us. On Sunday evening, I had to say goodbye to her and cried the entire walk out of the hospital. It felt so weird to leave without my baby. While I hated not having her in my hospital room while we there, I was just down the hall. I could go see her anytime I wanted, and I did. How was I going to balance being with Cash & Corrinne, who hadn't had their mom home in 5 days, and being with my newborn who I desperately wanted to bond with and care for? HOW?! It is so true when they say God's grace is sufficient. He gives you the grace and strength specific to your need. I don't know how we made it through that week without Annie home with us, but we did. And my only answer is that God was getting us through it. I knew she was being cared for and loved on... not in the "best way" because thats only by Drew and me. ;) But I felt confident those nurses love their job and truly love those babies. And that was so encouraging to me. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3nOOEN6QKjOl6JknmWoYTtUvFQMiL3zu3KHfS5EAmUqV-d9P1K0FMmn1OlXD9yFU4AsSJggdFT_aADSiuhh8ix86nRlO0qitvLyvSh26EtdAPr7qJ0cYeuinyO8xyv0GgJi1X1d9KB6M/s1600/IMG_3334.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3nOOEN6QKjOl6JknmWoYTtUvFQMiL3zu3KHfS5EAmUqV-d9P1K0FMmn1OlXD9yFU4AsSJggdFT_aADSiuhh8ix86nRlO0qitvLyvSh26EtdAPr7qJ0cYeuinyO8xyv0GgJi1X1d9KB6M/s320/IMG_3334.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Monday night, Drew and I got to give Anniston her first real bath. She was tube-free -- except for that darn feeding tube which she pulled out at least 5 times a day! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhSasURcAHmK-gy-ssJYaUdsKzKIb5MriePsH0QFju_jmwPF30bQ9sNDi3yGetxoOpZdGYL1_NtCj3WxrT6eCcvGQgp4NbD_f7GeMLCW2qskc6-RzQ46B037FRcIV_pRVESUBfL9lUgbI/s1600/IMG_3337.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhSasURcAHmK-gy-ssJYaUdsKzKIb5MriePsH0QFju_jmwPF30bQ9sNDi3yGetxoOpZdGYL1_NtCj3WxrT6eCcvGQgp4NbD_f7GeMLCW2qskc6-RzQ46B037FRcIV_pRVESUBfL9lUgbI/s320/IMG_3337.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Tuesday morning she got rid of her feeding tube and was on bottles (of expressed breastmilk) and nursing as often as I could get up to the hospital for feedings. Thank you, Lord, for awesome friends and family who volunteered to watch Cash & Coco for us so we could be at the hospital several times a day. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6it0uF-3ynqKyenJZ2uKXB6VXlTYzEnDh-jZ1D0wv34zw0GNjF523aSBkuPr3Xv6NuzfxiGzAlJ7yVJZqxsxngwWGtjS11X6Gchw6pMtixgt1eT6EwpKSPkvHO1zX-XA-g2mvXdVCIig/s1600/IMG_3339.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6it0uF-3ynqKyenJZ2uKXB6VXlTYzEnDh-jZ1D0wv34zw0GNjF523aSBkuPr3Xv6NuzfxiGzAlJ7yVJZqxsxngwWGtjS11X6Gchw6pMtixgt1eT6EwpKSPkvHO1zX-XA-g2mvXdVCIig/s320/IMG_3339.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Such a pretty girl. :)</div>Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-28653591339154926632011-10-24T14:31:00.000-04:002011-10-24T14:31:27.363-04:00Please Welcome...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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I am so embarassed that its taken me so long to post about Annie (I promise, Annie, it has no reflection on how loved you are by your mommy!), but life with 3 kids is pretty busy!!! I am working on a post about her birth story because it is a doozy!<br />
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In meantime just know that I'm still here - most likely nursing, changing a diaper, doing laundry (she's a spitter!), and/or cooking and cleaning up a meal - all the while loving on our sweet family and thanking God for His faithfulness and sovereignty.Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-87720657590968432612011-09-08T09:21:00.000-04:002011-09-08T09:21:33.416-04:00Family PhotosAbout a month ago, one of my good friends who happens to also be a fantastic photographer (along with full time nurse, wife, and mom. I know, she needs a cape.) came over one morning and took photos of our little family straight out of bed. Well... I may have put on a bit of bronzer and mascara.... and brushed my teeth and did my hair... but everyone else was fresh out of bed. ;) Sarah had the idea to do a lifestyle shoot - she just basically followed us around and took pictures of us being "us". It was one of the most relaxed photo sessions we've been a part of and the result was awesome! So awesome in fact that a big time photographer all the way out in Vegas noticed and featured the shoot on her blog, <a href="http://www.evokingyou.com/">Evoking You</a>.<br />
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I'm so thankful to have Sarah as my friend, for so many reasons that have nothing to do with photography or blogs, but especially for the gift she gave us in photographs that will be memories held dear to my heart for years to come. (Namely the photos of Cash snuggling his blankie, Corrinne's sleepy eyes with her paci, and the kids snuggling my growing belly.)<br />
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You can check out the photos along with some more of Sarah's work <a href="http://www.sarah-bethphotography.com/">here</a>.<br />
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Thank you, again, Sarah! We love you and are so proud of you!!!<br />
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PS. Be watching for Baby H's newborn photos here in about 6 weeks. AHHHH!!Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-84643878218043577702011-08-12T14:59:00.000-04:002011-08-12T14:59:11.953-04:00Its POTTY time!Oh my Heavens.<br />
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Yes, that is a phrase that I've recently been using... several times a day, actually. And yes, I am really only 28 and not 78, as one would assume if they had just overheard that phrase come out of my mouth. Nonetheless, its become a favorite of mine for reasons even I am unaware of.<br />
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It beats some alternatives, I suppose.<br />
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Anyways, folks. We have <i>survived</i>! I know there have got to be some fellow moms out there that have laid down at night after an extra long day, or after returning home from a vacation with little children, or after a shopping trip alone with your kids, etc etc, and thought that exact phrase to themselves. Its really all about the little victories, if you ask me. And right now, I'm doing our victory dance because...<br />
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Cash is potty-trained!<br />
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I'm not kidding when I say that this is one area of parenting I've literally been dreading since the day we had Cash. For some reason it just seemed like a very intimidating, daunting task that not only comes with frustration but messes to clean up! And more laundry to do. I mean, how do you really teach someone not to pee or poop whenever they want when thats all they've been doing for the first 2-3 years of their life? This explains why we waited much longer than other parents we know to try to potty-train Cash.<br />
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I had heard that if you try to push your child before he or she is ready, you're just asking for frustration and months and months of accidents. So we waited. We talked about the potty, we even bought a potty chair. But he just wasn't interested. So we waited some more.<br />
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Finally when he turned 3 we bought him some big boy underwear. He was all about wearing them, just not interested in pottying in the potty chair. At all. At that point I realized that just 4 short weeks after his 3rd birthday we were going to be driving 14 hrs for vacation and the thought of having to stop all the time to let him potty, and having it all thrown off by a different routine, location, etc was less and less appealing than just buying diapers for a few more weeks. So we settled on the idea of hunkering down and potty-training hardcore once we were home.<br />
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I'm so proud to tell you this boy was potty-trained in a matter of one week. The first few days were not fun and thats mostly my fault. I will be the first to admit I didn't do a ton of research on the different 'methods' of PT'ing. So I sat that kid on the potty every 20 minutes one day and sat in the bathroom reading books and singing songs to him with little success. Pretty dang exciting! After the second day of that we were both over it so I decided to just lay low and let him be the one to do it. Day 3 he actually pee'ed on the potty and from then on it was cake! Each day got a little better and by Day 6, boyfriend was wearing underwear all day long and keepin' them dry. (We realized that when he had a pull-up on he would just go in it. Underwear he would keep dry. In case you're in the throws of potty-training. Give it a whirl!)<br />
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We made him a chart and 7 days later, after staying dry all day he got to go buy some brand new underwear! He chose Thomas the Train undies and has been mighty proud of those things ever since. He even dropped trou' in the middle of Coco's 2 year Well Baby Visit to show his pediatrician what a big boy he is. Ha!<br />
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I realize every kid is different and we still have at least 2 more to potty-train. But at least I know its an attainable goal now. ;)<br />
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Way to go, Cashers! Mommy & Daddy are so proud of you!!!<br />
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Sometimes I wonder if its silly that I've mourned that loss so much. I wasn't very far along and know several women who have experienced a loss much greater than mine - have gotten farther along only to find out their baby had died. Mothers who have made it even to weeks within their due date to be told they would have to deliver a lifeless baby.<br />
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But in the very short amount of time that I knew about that baby, I had rearranged our lives to add him or her. I had figured out how old the baby would have been by Christmas, had started thinking about how old my kids would be when he or she was born. That baby was already a part of our lives, in my mind.<br />
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This evening I was reminded of a song Mandisa sang at Women of Faith last year. She told a story of a young woman at one of her concerts who was very pregnant with her first baby, a boy to be named Andrew, and when Mandisa met her she laid her hands on her belly and prayed a blessing over Andrew's life. A few weeks later she got a letter stating that Andrew didn't make it to his due date and instead of being welcomed into this world, he had been welcomed into heaven. Mandisa wrote a song for Andrew called You Wouldn't Cry and sang it for us last summer. Its beautiful and encouraging and heart-warming for anyone that has lost someone they love.<br />
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When I think of my baby in heaven, playing with other little babies, singing with the angels, and sitting on Jesus' lap. How in the world could I not be at peace? I grieve the loss of getting to know that baby, of getting to feel him or her kick and move inside me, getting to see it's face, kiss it's cheeks. But there will come a day when I get to spend eternity getting to know him or her. And thats the greatest reassurance anyone could ever have.<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/v4ksqykqet0" width="560"></iframe>Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-5981350237001672782011-07-18T20:11:00.000-04:002011-07-18T20:11:17.596-04:00Beautiful For Me<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div>I remember the day we found out we were expecting Corrinne, as in the day we found out we were having a girl. I was thrilled! Over the moon, ecstatic. For a long time I had felt totally fine with the prospect of never having kids (I know, must have been in my weird independent late teen/early 20's years), then I went on to feel ok with never having a daughter. Only having sons.<br />
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After I had Cash I knew I did really want a daughter. Not because I didn't enjoy having a son. I <i>love</i> having a little boy. He is my sweetheart, my cuddler, my protector (already!), my little buddy, my mini-Drew. It was just this feeling that, "OK. I have my son. Now I want a girl."<br />
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Much to our surprise, we got one! Just a mere 15 months after having our son. The day of our ultrasound, I just felt confirmation of what I had already suspected - that we would be welcoming a little girl into our family. After the visions of hair bows, dresses, tights, and huge flowers on headbands dissipated I started remembering my "awkward phase", also known as Junior High. Then I remembered all those arguments with my mom where I vowed never to be like her and promised to move out the <i>minute</i> I turned 18. And then I got scared. I probably thought something along the lines of "Aw, crap".<br />
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I didn't want Corrinne to feel that way about me - that I had no clue what she was going through, that I am only out to keep her from having fun. And more importantly I didn't want her to struggle with the insecurities I dealt with, and still deal with from time to time.<br />
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Then came all the thoughts about boys and dating and keeping herself pure until she's married. Making sure she knows how precious the gift of her heart is, how treasured she is, how loved she is by Drew and me and mostly by her heavenly Father.<br />
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Is this really it? Is this why God put me on this Earth?<br />
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When Cash was born I honestly felt like I had finally figured out what I was called to be in this life: a mom. I loved <i>everything</i> about motherhood. (Keep in mind this was in the very early stages of motherhood where all your baby does is eat, sleep, and poop.) I still love being a mom, maybe not <i>every single</i> aspect of it. But most of them.<br />
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I love that I'm the first person each of my kids wants when he or she gets hurt or scared. I love how Corrinne whispered, "I safe" when I picked her up once after the sound of our (incredibly loud) garage door startled her. I love when my kids randomly climb up onto my lap, just to be next to me, during the day. I love the way Cash says, "thank you, Mommy!" after I've cooked dinner for us. I love watching my kids learn, explore, laugh, and be silly together. I love seeing bits and pieces of my husband and me in our kids' appearance and personalities.<br />
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But as I sat there yesterday with dishes on the counter, laundry piling up in my room and kids whining for food every 30 minutes I thought, <i>how boring</i>. <i>How lame! All I'm going to do today is clean up the kitchen 5 times, change a bajillion diapers, sit Cash on the potty every 20 minutes in hopes that he'll figure out potty training SOON, cook dinner, clean up dinner, do some laundry, fold the laundry, intend to put the laundry away </i>(somehow that one always escapes me for a few days)<i>. And then get up and do it all over again tomorrow. seriously? </i><br />
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Thankfully with the new day came new perspective. Yes, I'm still doing laundry today and have cleaned up the kitchen twice already. I'm still in the throws of potty training my very stubborn 3 year old with minor success. I haven't showered, my bathrooms need cleaned, and my husband won't be home until long after the kiddies are in bed tonight.<br />
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I was able to help out a friend who needed someone to watch her little boys (who happen to be my kids' best friends) and hosted a play date with one of my other besties and her little girl. I laughed at Cash's made-up pee pee cheers and Corrinne's killer dance moves (that she obviously got from her momma!). I did brush my teeth and put some makeup on, so I'm not a total embarrassment to be seen with. I played dress up with Corrinne and spoke encouraging words into my son's heart ensuring him that even though things may seem too hard to do now, I know he can do it.<br />
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There will be a day when no one needs help with sippy cups or dress up clothes. I'm pretty much banking on the fact that Cash won't always wear diapers, so someday I won't be potty training anyone. I won't be changing diapers, and praise the LORD someday... my kids will be doing their OWN laundry and emptying the dishwasher!<br />
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But today is not that day. And for now, I'm <i>more</i> than ok with that...Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-34706518081262914022011-06-20T16:02:00.000-04:002011-06-20T16:02:10.743-04:00Oh, Atlantic Beach! We're coming!!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUDXm6An8LiXIlrWiQM2ZdPRQsepg-ebFFnz3LS6hWueiMU9piW7VSGHpzxISrqeb7HxFnktCErj33dnb2QX6jpaWu6n82bfTRM6gWF7WCcEKYp9HMAq6GdvjgA9VAxIAG7w_KtajNLko/s1600/IMG_2719.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUDXm6An8LiXIlrWiQM2ZdPRQsepg-ebFFnz3LS6hWueiMU9piW7VSGHpzxISrqeb7HxFnktCErj33dnb2QX6jpaWu6n82bfTRM6gWF7WCcEKYp9HMAq6GdvjgA9VAxIAG7w_KtajNLko/s320/IMG_2719.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
This time next week, this will be my view. To say I'm excited would be the understatement of the century. I'm looking forward to spending a week with my entire family (minus a sister and her hubby), making memories with our littles and my love, and soaking in the sun....Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-6753663997650103342011-05-31T14:44:00.001-04:002011-06-02T14:48:26.621-04:00How Sweet It IsI awoke yesterday morning to the sound of birds chirping outside my window, sunlight streaming in as the curtains billowed in the gentle breeze from our ceiling fan. I rolled over and watched my handsome husband breathe deeply as he slept, greeted by the tiny kicks from our littlest baby within. It was as if the angels were singing overhead...<br />
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...and without skipping a beat my 3 year old burst through our bedroom door, bouncing it off the wall behind him, and proudly exclaimed, "Mom! There's poop on my buns!"<br />
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There it is. Real life.Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-62644254371987687672011-05-22T15:57:00.001-04:002011-05-22T15:59:00.998-04:00Almost halfway there...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgT_Bd1uIs1hPDD9OEcZvUyKFIdi-84R3BoELrDL2ReH4k8yA86wMChe2tKPKbChDc98YOe5HMewJRD_-lvsiB9dN764C48Odqs9kMwKX4PbP9YhshFIStZOGgY9cYQg522_pTVmXvEAZQ/s1600/IMG_3119.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgT_Bd1uIs1hPDD9OEcZvUyKFIdi-84R3BoELrDL2ReH4k8yA86wMChe2tKPKbChDc98YOe5HMewJRD_-lvsiB9dN764C48Odqs9kMwKX4PbP9YhshFIStZOGgY9cYQg522_pTVmXvEAZQ/s320/IMG_3119.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">This is seriously a HORRIBLE picture of me. Just focus on the bump, ok?</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Maternity Clothes:</b> Some pants/capris. I can still get by with some non-maternity shirts and pants (using the rubber band trick) but since my sister loaned me some super cute, flattering GAP maternity jeans I've been utilizing them. :) </span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Gender: </b>Its a SURPRISE! :) The ultrasound is scheduled for June 1st and while I'm tempted to find out, Drew is holding strong to his desire to be surprised. We'll see what happens on the 1st... ;) </span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Movement:</b> YES! And I love it. :) </span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Sleep: </b>Sleeping great! And even though my kids sleep consistently until 8, I am wide awake at 7 EVERY morning... can't figure it out. </span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>What I miss: </b>This is probably going to make some of you gasp, but I'd really love a nice chilled glass of Moscato right now. I'm not even a huge wine person and hardly ever drink but for some reason when I'm pregnant I crave wine and margaritas.... Crazy! Don't worry, I'm not giving in. ;) </span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div></div><div style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Cravings:</b> Nestle Crunch bars, turkey subs (thanks to some inspiration from my girl, Dena, we've been making some delicious homemade subs that can put any Subway sandwich to shame), mexican food even though I feel horrible for hours afterwards, and spicy foods -- jalepeno peppers, spicy brown mustard, banana peppers, etc. </span></div></div>Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-64942778398045594532011-05-11T21:31:00.000-04:002011-05-13T16:36:06.052-04:00ThreeDear Cash,<br />
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Today you are three years old! You have been talking about your birthday and presents and being "fwee" for a long time now and you absolutely LOVED your birthday. It was so much fun to watch you lead us in the Happy Birthday song about 15 times today, especially at your birthday dinner tonight with Nana & Pops and Mimi & Papaw.<br />
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You have grown up so much over the last year. You've graduated from speech therapy, are so much more outgoing, and your imagination is through the roof! You are 100% boy, and I love it!! But you also have such a sweet, tender side especially when someone gets hurt or is upset. You are quick to hug them or ask them what's wrong. You inherited your daddy's sense of humor and ability to memorize movie lines (or entire scenes) after seeing a movie just a few times. You're curious about everything, but cautious enough that I can trust you not to wander outside our yard or too far out of my sight. (Mommy likes that.)<br />
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Cash, I know I tell you this every day....several times a day, even. But I love you. I love with a love that you probably won't understand until you have a child of your own someday. I've loved you this much since I met you and nothing and no one could ever change that. There is no one else in this world like you. God made you so special, so unique, so fantastic that He could never duplicate it.<br />
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And I'm so glad He gave you to us. You are the joy of my life. Enjoy being three, little man.<br />
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Love,<br />
MommyBethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-87337716294557601932011-05-10T22:57:00.000-04:002011-05-10T22:57:26.684-04:00The Story of Cash's ArrivalTonight I confessed to the facebook world that each year, on May 10th, I mentally relive my labor & delivery with Cash. I do it with Corrinne too, but since its Cash's birthday tomorrow, we'll let him have the limelight. Then it occurred to me that I never documented Cash's birth story since I didn't start this blog until he was about 6 months old. And since my memory is fading at a rapid rate these days I am going to take this opportunity to tell you a little tale about how Andrew Cash made his entrance into this world...<br />
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It was Saturday, May 10, 2008. I woke up completely disappointed that the contractions and spotting the previous night had led nowhere. I called my mom, cried hysterically when I told her I was still pregnant and then wished Drew a good day at work as he left later that morning. He would be working until late that night so I decided to just have a day to myself. I was scheduled to be induced the following Monday morning (my due date) so thinking that was probably my last Saturday to do whatever I wanted for awhile, I took advantage of it.<br />
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I visited with Drew's parents, who were in town for the arrival of our first baby, stopped by my parents' old house they were busy cleaning since they had just moved, and then hung out at my sister's house since she had our other sister's daughter for the weekend. I remember being in a very weird mood. I was very weepy and didn't want to be out in public but didn't want to be alone. I just felt off, emotionally.<br />
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Finally I decided to get dinner with a friend of mine. A friend who I had lived with previously so I knew she wouldn't be offended by my quietness. We chose Paradise Bakery and sat down to eat right at 8:00 PM. I remember this because that was when the first contraction came. So I sat my phone on the table and secretly timed each one during dinner. They were coming 5 minutes apart for the entire hour we were eating. I didn't tell Penny about the contractions until we were heading home and I was starting to get really uncomfortable. We stopped by Drew's work to see him and I didn't even tell Drew what was happening! Penny finally convinced me to call my doctor around 9:30 since I was starting to not be able to talk through my contractions. The doctor told me to head on in to the hospital so I started making the phone calls (first to Drew, then to our parents) and then got things together. Drew came home, showered and we were out the door by 10:30.<br />
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It took the nurses about 30 minutes to figure out I was in active labor and admit me. I was dilated to 3cm and contracting regularly, but I still felt like I was handling the contractions well. Our parents, along with 2 of my sisters showed up by midnight and we were all so excited!! Around 3:30 am the doctor on call (who happened to be the ONE doctor in the entire practice I DIDN'T want to deliver our baby) came in and broke my water, I was dilated to 5cm. Immediately after I was between 6-7cm. I was still feeling pretty good but the nurse thought the anesthesiologist would be unavailable for awhile so she encouraged me to go ahead and get my epidural. The last contraction I felt was super strong so I'm glad I listened to her!<br />
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The next 6 hours seemed to fly by as we waited.... and talked about who we thought we were meeting that day... and laughed... and as I watched everyone but me eat breakfast.<br />
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Finally around 9:30 the nurse said I just had a tiny rim of cervix left so she sent all my visitors out so I could rest before pushing. I had been up ALL night (dumb idea!) so I definitely needed it. I started pushing around 10:30 and after 45 minutes of pushing my hardest, not seeing any part of Cash's head and the doctor trying to physically turn Cash so he was facing down (worst pain of my LIFE. And I had an epidural!), the doctor told me my baby wasn't going to be born that way. He just wouldn't fit.<br />
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So off to the O.R. we went. And I was so excited!! We were finally going to meet our baby and find out whether it was Cash or Claire. At 12:07 P.M. I heard a faint little cry and then saw a bloody, purple, scrunched up little face over the curtain. It was the most beautiful baby I'd ever seen! Then I heard the doctor say, "Ok, Dad. What do we have?" and after a few moments that felt like eternity Drew said, "Boy. BOY! We have A BOY!!!!" Words can't even describe what that moment felt like.<br />
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They cleaned Cash and wrapped him up then had Drew lay him face to face with me. My absolute favorite part was that when I said his name and talked to him, he instantly quieted down and was just so calm and peaceful. It was like we had known each other forever. I was instantly head over heels in love with that little man.<br />
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And oh, how our lives have never been the same...Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1480886305019621301.post-16669433911707218972011-05-10T09:22:00.000-04:002011-05-10T09:22:13.231-04:00The new Sheriff in town (so he thinks)3 years ago today I woke up enormously pregnant and cried on the phone with my mom because I thought I was never going to have my baby. Later that evening we headed to the hospital...<br />
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This morning I woke up (pregnant, but not enormously) to my soon-to-be 3 year old with his blankie, pillow, and Sheriff Woody making their way into our bed. As soon as his little head hit the pillow next to mine he said, "Mommy. You need to close your eyes and go to sleep."<br />
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He's grown a bit bossy in his old age. ;)Bethanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09489191069575317057noreply@blogger.com0